no xanga anymore~

bb~ i love you~

blogspot more~

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it's been a long time i din't upload my blog~

blame this on this lousy pc~

it disconnected when i was about to upload my adelaide trip's blog~

but it's ok~

i need to cherish everything my parents had given me~

erm~ i have nothing to say about that trip already~

it seemed it's been a long time~

went to church this morning~

found out that kau lee pastor has been feeling unwell~

and he applied a long leave from wesley mission~

i felt guilty for not knowing about his condition~

and i even called him to ask about the job he'd once told me~

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sorry~ hope you will recover soon~

ok~ need to go to chatswood tomorrow morning~

aiks~

this is the 4th time i need to go there~

and it's an interview~

at Mc Donald~

hope i really can get that job~

bcos i am worrying about my future now~

daddy say he can't afford me to the university~

so i have to find my way out on my own~

hope i really can get the scholarship~

bcos there's no grants or loan in Australia for international student~

i just hope that God will make a way for me sooner or later~

all i have to do now is just concentrate on my studies and get a job!!!

all the best to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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 happy moocake festival to all my darlings and family~

sihan will stay at home for the whole day although today is SATURDAY~

moody day in Sydney too~

need to do assignments, can't help~

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will start to control my diet from now~

i wanna shock them with my bodyline when i am back to bp~

no longer chubby face~~~

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gambateh!!!

dad's said i've grown up~

bcos i told him that i found that i didn't have much time to fulfil my dreams~

and in fact, it really is~~~

haiz~~~

so, i must buck up and try to fulfil as much as i can~

everyone is in love~

can i have the chance too~

i need someone too~